Living the Secret

Like many people in 2008, I had purchased the book The Secret and was completely fascinated by it. I felt that my life was based on what the book saying and I wasn't even aware of it. I had attracted love, secure finances, and work!
when I graduated from College I took these principles with me to NYC. Even it was scary and such a big move I still kept holing on to the secret. But people were so freaking critical! I took down my dream board because I got tired of people asking me "What is that about?"
Then in late 2008 I booked a part in the Lifetime Movie "Midnight Bayou" at the same time, I was working with my theatre program What Girls Know. I kept questioning "Why God? why would you make this soooo difficult!" so there I was in New Orleans working on the movie and teaching a class. Never having a proper minute to sleep. I got the hang of it though and really started appreciating my situation UNTIL the producer needed me for a day (the day of the girls' final perform in which I was playing the lead) Both needed me at the same. I then faced with an ultimatum- if I left the set, I would be cut out of the movie. so that made it completely clear!
But when I finished up on set and rushed to the theatre to make it there the girls, their faces spoke so much disappointment. It was there that I knew I had to make some major decisions. WHAT DO I WANT?!
I told Brenda later that I should step down from What Girls Know just for a while. I needed to organize my acting career out.
Me saying all of this is to figure where in the last few years did I stop applying "the secret" to my life?
I think once I got back to NYC and analyzed everything, I began to get pissed off at the fact that everything for me is bitter sweet. It was like something was preventing me from being completely happy and completely relishing in something good. And especially living in NYC, you get accustomed to a "hard life" So I think somewhere in there, I started applying the law of attraction less and less.

Well now I'm back on it and I truly feel that it's working. Yesterday, I say "when I get home, there's going to be a check in the mail" I wasn't expecting any money from anywhere and I wasn't sure who would have thought nice enough of me to send me a check, but guess what I had a check when I got home!

So from here on out, I am vowing to myself to keep thinking positive. I admit it's hard sometimes. Some other people dont have the ability to be positive and attract good all the time. So I really have to distance myself from those people.  Oh and here's my dream board by the way. Yes these are the things and the people I want to work with!

Xoxo

Ciera