Sorting it out

It's hard to focus when my mind is so preoccupied with all of the things that you have to think of in order to be a responsible adult.
So what did I do today? I went to the beach and meditated and enjoyed what gifts God gave. But it's hard to fully clear my mind now.
What is mind preoccupied with ?
Finances
Shelter
Location
Career
Wow they don't seem that big of deal when they are put in a list like that.
But seriously where am I meant to be? I'm sitting here and watching Low Down Dirty Shame and didn't realize that Salli Richardson was in this movie and for some strange real it made me feel that if I want a career like hers and really work then I may have to come out here to LA and stay.
So now, do I renew the lease in NYC? How will I find a job? Then there's the issue of finding an LA based agent. I have a manager out here which is half the battle.
Finances!!!

Maybe what I can do is go to NYC this summer work my ass off saving money and then move out to LA in the Fall just in time to take general meetings with Casting directors.

I'm already feeling better now about all of this......

Oh and tomorrow I get new headshots taken I will let you know how they come out!
hmmm I guess I'll go ahead and hop on craigslist now.