Lent

So I just realized that Easter is almost around the corner. This year I decided to give up men for Lent. Anytime anyone has asked me what I've given up for lent I say meat, because I don't want to go into details and sound like a floozy but yes I've given up men for LENT.

What that means is no exclusive dating, no physical contact, and no entertaining phone calls, emails, facebooks whatever. Now don't get me wrong I did go out to dinner twice. I like to be taken out! that's just what it was and that's it.
To my understanding what you give up for Lent is supposed to be something that cleanses you and brings you closer to your spirituality. And for a while now I did let men stand in the way of me stepping into my full potential.
Some men have made me feel insecure, made me doubt myself, become too clingy, didn't understand my career, or were just terrible! Which would lead me to sit around worrying about them and about me and blah blah blah
So I said screw it, I will not be with or around men for the next 40 days!
And boy it feels good! now I can't front I do miss cuddling and the comfort of a mans arms is something I crave every once in a while, but I am not in a place yet to where I can balance the Him with my Dreams and Goals and Career.
Mentally I can't do it and physically it stresses me out. I really do feel like when the time is right that guy is gonna be there and its gonna be AMAZING!
Shoot! I'm looking for my Jay Z! I want Me and my man to be running stuff and looking fly and sexy as ever doing it! I want to be a POWER COUPLE...
Hence I'm here focusing on myself and cutting out any and all of the BS

Nothing is gonna hold me down!